Laura, in fact, is Pen s muse, his living laurel wreath; she has insight and a critical faculty that force Pen to come face to face with himself. With her, Pen finally frees himself from both romantic illusion and worldly disillusionment. Pen s abiding interest in the nature of experience makes his involvement with an actress allegorical in nature.
His first affair is with Emily Costigan known as the Fotheringay), an Irish actress older than he and penie who plays her parts serenely unconscious of their philosophical implications; her ignorance Pen passes Dildo in penis hole as adorable simplicity.
Extricated by pens uncle, who lends Emily s father a small Dildo in penis hole in return for Pen s love letters, Panties bras next enters Oxbridge, and then, influenced by his roommate, George Warrington, determines to study law and to become a writer. His affair with Fanny Bolton, the daughter of his landlady, is again one of an attraction to adorable simplicity, and his consequent illness a kind of purgation.